well, my life as many of my friends know sucks! I can't even get a date, on the enternet!!!! can you believe that i mean my life just sucks i have tried many ways to cope with the fact thati'm a total out cast but everything i try just leads to suacide and i just hate my life, i wish i could end it all... but sadly that is outta my hands... if you are a girl plz help me out, give me some advice plz i am so lonely.. I am starting a new religion maybe that will take my mind off "things"... if you would like to join the religion of Family Guy.. we have some awesome things go'n on we also watch every anime show (almost) out there... well i supose that killing my self is a little to far... (this is the deepest thing i've eva written) but when it all comes down i guess i'm screwed for life unless i move out of thee city, no state, no contry, no world to space where my head will explode when i remove my helmet... actually i am feeling better know because i made my schools paper so it's not so bad